I love the little house.
But there are things that XH did that I hate and I want to change. I want the little house to be a home for me and Prince Charming.
I have a big list of things that I want to do . . . and I want to do them all now . . . but since money is an issue, they go on a list and the priority of the list changes based on my mood!
It’s my house now so I should be able to do whatever I want, right?
So why do I have pangs of guilt every time I think of removing something that I tolerated for years because it was what XH wanted? I didn’t want it in the first place, I don’t like it now that I have to deal with it, but yet I feel guilty that I’m taking down something that XH did?
How long before I finally start to feel comfortable in the little house?